Loving the wrong one ! Why ?

Ola !
I think most of you know .....i mean all of you must know how it is to love and miss someone but when that one person can't be yours it is even harder ! Well people are known about loving the wrong person and not being satisfied with the love off another than just that one person they have in their mind . I don't know why but people must love pain because i don't get it ...why are we so complicated i mean we always one the one that we can't have well i think i know why .

Back in the days when there was ADAM and EVA they where i think happy in paradise but then the evil come around and force them with tempter words to make them want the one thing they just can't have and Buum then all things turned around so thanks a lot mom and dad ....
I think there is the explanation of why we want the bad things for us and not being satisfied with the good that we gotten from God because he knows what it is good for us and the sad thing is that we know this but we still try and convince ourselves that the thing we want is THE GOOD FOR US .

This is why we always want the one that we can't have , and this is why we say that love isn't always fair we are not always FAIR because we push away the people that would wiling to die for us and we treat the like shit ...
So maybe next time we will be more open and we will consider the chances of givin one shout to the one who is most of the times in our friend zone :) !

Dealing with loss or not getting what you want !

Hello !
Today i wanna talk about a very tuchy subject for me because today i got the bad news that i didn't get in college ! I'm so so so sad i can't even tell , that college meant a lot to me and to know that i didn't get in is like world war 3 is about to start ! I know that i still havea  chance but i think that there i no second chance.

I still try to believe that God has a plan for me and the things will turn out better than ihave imagine but i'm disappointed in myself i feel like i could do it better but now what can you do!

I tell you what ! First of all you don't have to lose hope because hope is all you got.Second of all you have to try to find something else to do because always have to have a plan B and if you don't than you still have to make one ( i'm sure you will figure something out ) .
And lastly you have to trust God because i'm sure he didn't allowed that to happen because he has plans with you you just have to be patient and wait ! ( i'm not a patient person ).

What is the most important for me ?

Buenos dias amigos !

I was thinking about the next subject that a wanted to write about but i just had no idea , but in the end i come up with this : what is the most important for me ? Well i think it depends but i have to say is freedom . Freedom is a necessary thing for me i just can't live in a box i have to step out of the box every time . And the second most important thing for me is to see the world differently  not how it is but how i see it , like nature to see beyond the thing to feel the energy around me to feel the life in every little thing to connect myself with every little survivor every little bug , and when i touch the wrinkled skin of an old three to feel it to connect with it , or when i touch an old object or a house to try to reminiscence the past . I think this is the most important to me .

To see clearly you have to see beyond everything beyond every little thing and to feel with your heart and soul not just with your eyes ears lips and skin , cuz everything that matters is beyond the thing is beyond everything and that what makes life beautiful and that what makes YOU beautiful so try to see the SOUL not the APPEARANCE and try to feel not see !

Always find a way to smile and live life to the fullest !

Change is good !

Hello !

Well today i want to share my thought to you about change ! Today i colored my hair to red from having it brownish blonde for a very long time , i decided to take a risk and do it and i di it and i don't regret it ! I feel that it represent the new chapter in my life , the chapter of freedom ! My hole life i wanted to be free but i just couldn't do it , i was so scared of others and of their opinion and i'm still scared but i feel that now i can break free and just be myself because i have to be myself life is about being you , doing what you want .

 So after a long time now i feel that it doesn't matter what others say and others think about you the only thing that it matters is what you think about yourself , so be kind and loving and love your curves and all your edges , all your perfect imperfections you know why ? because you have no time , what if you die tomorrow ? you waste so much time thinking so just stop stop and enjoy life and you know why ? - i tell you why because life is short , you have to find the good in bad and take everything not so seriously enjoy every little sunset , every little walk , every little party , every little time that you can spend with your loved ones because that's what really matters !

...If today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God aboveThat you finally fall in loveIf today was your last day...

 -Nickelback - If today was your last day 

Age difference !

Hello again, here we go !Anonymous as always ! Today i wanna share my thoughts about age difference because i experienced it (a lot ) . So , people say that age difference is very important i say that this is a bullshit ! What if you' re in love with somebody who is , let's say , younger than you , because i experience that a lot as i said early ! I don't get it for me it's not so important ! I had relationships with people who were younger than me and what if i had ? is that such a bad thing ? Who said that love has conditions because people they need to love each other unconditionally and if they can't than you should not start a relationship ! 

If you are busy thinking about what others say than you should leave , and let others live they life , if you can't accept them the way they are . Age is just numbers numbers that's all so why it is so important ? 

For me , at least , it's not if i love somebody i love him/ her because who she / he is , not for the numbers ! Think about it, is it worth to leave somebody just because they are not your age , i think not ! 

 

What if i'm carzy ,all the best people are ....

Hello !
My name is unknown , why ? -are you asking , just ! - i'm saying . It's not like i'm hiding but this is not about my name or my gender , it's about me as a person and the way i'm feeling and i'm thinking , this is just a place for me to express myself as somebody and to be completely honest about everything . So ... you are not going to have information about me you are going to have my words and my thoughts and that's all why?- just ! ! :)
Expressing yourself is not about who you are is more about what you see and how it is makes you feel , what kind of feelings do you get , and how are you going to interpret them !

This is my place , this is my world , my work of art don't judge me , accept me as i am or leave because it's not about what you do it is about how you make others feel ! :)