Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Being a Late Bloomer !


Hey there lovely people of the Internet !

     Today the subject i wanna talk about is being a late bloomer !What is a late bloomer ? - late bloomer is a person whose talents or capabilities are not visible to others until later than usual .

        I'm only 19 ( and when i think about turning 20 next year freaks the heck out of me , i'm getting old ) and i finished school this year and all my friend are going to university's or to work and I'm staying at home and doing nothing ! Is not that i don't want to do something is just, i can't explain, somehow things are not meant right now for me i didn't get to go to the university i wanted and i haven't have a plan B . So now I'm staying out one year from the university and i get so many questions and people make me feel bad that i didn't go to a university and discourage me nobody understands that I'm different I have an artist soul i can't do normal things like others I don't wanna be a doctor or i don't wanna work into an office i just want to do my thing to make art , to help people , to make them feel good and be free and I'm conscious that i live in a world of fantasies but it's okay for me ! 
     You know i think that being a late bloomer is the best thing that a person can be because every body wants thing to go right and fast , but doing something right and fast it's not that simple because you have to take time because the best things in life take time ! Being a late bloomer you do things slowly and you think about the things twice ! Is it worth it to rush into something or i should wait and see ! 
      I'm okay being a late bloomer and it's okay to be okay with that , we are not the same we are who we are and it's alright !  
       

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Oh Mrs. Potato Head tell me, is it true that pain is beauty?

Hello there lovely people !

    Todays subject is about fitting in the society and the image what the society calls IDOL .
    Sadly society kills more people than any sickness ever did because it affects our life and our thinking in a way that it can barely reverse . I know it myself so that's why I wanted to talk about that . 
As you may know if you read my blog you can see that i use lyric from the songs that Melanie Martinez sings because i think that she is very sincere  with what she wants to transmit to the listeners .
      In one of her songs, Mrs.Potato Head , she sings about plastic surgery and that everybody thinks that you have to fit in and be perfect just to be accepted by others but this is a BIG LIE ! You don't have to be skinny to fit in , or you don't have to wear makeup to fit in and feel beautiful or make plastic surgery to feel beautiful you have to ACCEPT yourself to be beautiful and block out the negativity that society brings . We all see , and want to be , just as the Victoria Secret models , or we don't have to be skinny just to fit in the ONE SIZE FITS AL in Brandy Melville  , you don't have to do this things these are bullshit .
        You have to love yourself the way it is because you have one life , and if you wake up every day thinking about oh , what i should wear today , or i have to put makeup on because every girl my age do this , or that i have to look beautiful for this boy , you will have a horrible life and you will never enjoy being on this Earth because you will always feel less than others . So just be careful and stop for a minute and think about that : do i need to do this thing to be accepted ? hell no , i never was skinny but everyday wish i was but then why curvy girls looks better trust me , and i don't wear makeup because if someone likes me he will like me for who i am not for the makeup on myself or for my NYX or MAC makeup products !
         One thing you can do is to be yourself and step out from the line that society puts you in be unique BE YOU !  

 Beauty is nothing, beauty won’t stay. You don’t know how lucky you are to be ugly, because if people like you, you know it’s for something else.